Do you believe that God is using you for His Glory, even if you don't believe or have doubts in Him?

I totally believe that because I was there 2 years ago. I was a lost soul who was filled with the world instead of God, but He used me to lift my husband to a place of refuge from self-destruction. Looking back, even in the emotional wounds my husband inflicted upon our marriage and my selfworth, I set aside my hurt to get him into serious intervention. Why? I don't know because I was so badly hurt by his repulsive behavior. I could have divorced him & left with the kids, in bitterness anger and regret. But for some reason, something was holding me up, an inner voice letting me know that I will be "okay" & "taken care of & loved the way I should" - leading me to SET ASIDE my emotions with a strength unknown to me. My strength? Looking back, no, it wasn't me. And in the process of saving him, He saved me too. We both received the Holy Ghost the same day, and left the church altar cleaved of all sorrow, bitterness, hurt, regret, and any contemplation of divorce. Thank you Jesus!