Wednesday, January 4, 2012
What Should I Do?? Bestfriend Help Plz..?
Ohky so me and my bestfriend was friends for 5 yr. but now everything change...we went through middle school and 9 and half of 10th grade being close...like iwas apart of her family but now we dnt even say two words to each other..we dnt even look at each other...ifeel like apart of the reason why is cause her boyfriend is my bestfriend too...ididnt mean for it to happen but iknew she had a problem with it...iunderstand why...the only reason me and him became close is because i help them get together and we just started being good friend...at first ididnt know she had a problem with it until he told me...so iwent to her and talk to her...she said she didnt realize her attitude change and she cant stop us from being "bother & sister",,,but iwas her sister first...she feels like he stole me from her...so after that every thing was cool...then it started back up again and italk to her again but it didnt go that well so we just left it alone...so one day we decided to just go our separate ways since we couldnt be there for each other....she didnt have a phone so thats why it ended up that way...but ifeel like she thinks ihate her or we aint cool with each other no more...and thats not the case...it just that thinkin about our friendship hurts me soo bad cause we always said we will never get like this...she was the only person itrusted and ilook to her as a big sister...sometimes iwant to talk to her but idnt wanna bother her no more about what happen...because the truth is idnt even know how we got like this....but ifeel like she dnt want nothin to do with me no more...iwas thinkin about writing her on fb just to clear stuff up but im second guessing doing that...and like her boyfriend my other bestfriend dnt even talk to me like how we use to because of it...he thinks we really dnt like each other and its not even like that...but ireally do miss my bestfriend and iwant us to be cool again...and ido need her at times...so what should i do???.... my mind tells me to just let it go but my heart is saying work it out :/
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